"Do not believe me unless I do what my Father does. But if I do it, even though you do not believe me, believe the miracles, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father." John 10:37,38 (niv)
Let me get you the background story: It was back in the late 90's, I had developed what seemed to be a ulcer in my stomach. The symptoms were the constant heartburn, lying down would promote that bitter gaseous liquid that burned every inch of your throat coming up and going down. Setting the bed frame to create a gentle angle so I was never laying absolutely flat on the bed. Adjusting my diet to the point all I ate was tapioca pudding day and night (not even chocolate tapioca pudding). Nothing spicy or hot, no Pepsi, no chocolate, just very bland foods. If I remember right this went on for months. The doctor put me on one medicine and another to help me with my ulcer. That "purple pill" had not come out yet. Of course they ran all the test, finally they decided to go in and take a peek. My folks took my illness before our LORD (Yeshua), and the church they attended. They petitioned our Savior to heal my ulcers and give my a clean "Bill of Health". Lo and Behold HIS healing grace fell on me! When the doctors went in and took a peek they found no problems, perfect tissue absolutely no trauma to the stomach lining, no acid burns, no holes, just perfect tissue. The doctors were amazed, they sent me home and said I was health as a horse or in my case a mule... (an affectionate term my Mother used to describe my yard work for her).
So to this day I eat all the hot spicy foods that I used to enjoy before my ulcers (YES I enjoy Mexican and Chinese foods that warms you through and through.) So YES I do know of Yeshua healing grace and abundant love. I Praise HIS name and thank HIM always for that special touch. He touched be then and HE still touches me even today. If I am not healed today, It is because Yeshua is using me and my disability to HIS glory. YES I am older and the pain is not fun, I do hurt all the time, some times more than others. My Friends David and Tam keep reminding that I need to profess Yeshua's grace and healing power. They are RIGHT I do need to. This is the time that Yeshua is building my faith and giving me strength. If Yeshua chooses to heal me again HE will, If not may everyone including myself see how HE is using the disability to HIS glory, Amen. Thank you, Yeshua, and YES I do believe in YOU and in your MIRACLES you perform everyday!